new journey

so recently i've  been thinking really loudly of starting a journey all over again.
a journey i never got to complete because of my own restrictions personally and not believing in myself enough. ever since i've completed university, my life took a great detour. my healthy lifestyle ceased. it didn't bother me so much up until recently.. hence the reason i've decided to use this blog as a means of starting all over again. tracking my journey
i miss my nice skin, i miss my flat tummy but most of all i miss the confidence i gained from working out and eating clean. university life was so much different, i walked to and from class everyday, i ran on evenings, cooked clean nutritious food every single day. i now work in a call centre where my lifestyle is very sedentary. i eat whatever is convenient and sit all day. when i get home from work i'm so tired, i just flop on my bed. i've noticed it was wrong from the beginning but was not bothered... until now...
i'm ready to start again,this time.. with no excuses. i'm tired of feeling tired

more

I feel like with every day that goes by, I miss him more and more, I need more of him in my life. I can't wait until we're older; for this will bring more opportunities to spend time together, create memories, experience joy and happiness. I am looking forward to going out to late night dinners, having movie nights, spontaneous drives all over and so much more. I simply just cannot wait. 

My boyfriend started his own channel on Youtube! I am so happy for him!

I'm so excited about this blog that I thought I should do a next post. It's vacation time for the both of us, even though his is finishing before mine is; which makes me really sad because that means I won't get to spend time with him and fool around as per usual like the two silly people we are! Also, we have been waking out really late at nights since the holidays began which isn't understandable because we've been dying for endless sleep during the past semester. What have we been up to? Well, I always have nothing to do! I end up watching videos, old re-runs of Friends and George Lopez, eat junk of course and message him on and off. What does he do? He plays video games! Since this blog is about him, this post is obviously centered around him. 

so this is my guy. isn't he a hunk of goodness :)

Moving on, he is literally obsessed with video games. But that's certainly not a problem for me! I absolutely loves the fact that he plays video games for a hobby. It makes him who he is, in my opinion. He likes to keep to himself, he is very reserved, calm and collected (unlike myself), he isn't lonely but he likes to be alone most of the time. He absolutely loves everything tech-centered and geeky, which speaks exactly to his personality. I honestly think that playing video games, as a main hobby for him, is one of the best things ever since he can be by himself and kill people all night long! What a better thing to do for him? Although he is very kind-hearted and caring, he is not a people-person, when I say this, I mean that he is always silent and never outspoken. Therefore, I think that playing games behind a screen is the most appropriate thing for him. Moreover, I am very happy that he engages himself in stuff like these rather than go out late at night and party like most guys out there these days. I told you he was amazing :) I absolutely think that video gaming is a HUGE turn-on and I definitely love to watch him behind a controller. I cannot wait until I get a job so that I can buy him so many gaming tools and consoles. 

This is a video of him playing one of his favorite games. FF

I am definitely looking forward to playing games with him when we move in together and when we get married. 

who wouldn't want this?

Day One

I hereby dedicate this blog to my boyfriend Donothan S. I love him sincerely more than any thing. Here, I will share our stories and lessons learnt in our relationship, post thoughts and feelings about him and perhaps just random things that I think is of substance, which might perhaps be a lot of things :)